First of all, I've checked into a cheap motel across town, I think I will be safe here for now.
Second, I think I'm losing time. Lately I'll walk to the bathroom or go for a walk and the next thing I know it, half the day is gone. It happens so seamlessly I'm not even sure if I'm losing the time of just forgetting it.
Third, I have been seeing the man more often. The one with no face, from the drawing. Usually from a distance, when I'm driving or walking or focused on something. I'll see him from the corner of my eye and look right at him, but once i move my eyes again he's gone.
Lastly, I've been having strange dreams on top of everything else, this doesn't really surprise me but they are still deeply unsettling. In the dreams I'm usually a …Read more >
Went to see the psychiatrist today, let's just keep calling him Dr. Teddy Bear, for lack of a better alias. He had moved his office to a new location since I had been last, which was not a surprise considering it had been nearly 20 years.
Dr. Teddy said he didn't expect to see me after to long, I was surprised he even remembered who I was; he didn't look very happy to see me to be honest, almost troubled by it. We talked briefly about what was going on in my life, my recent health, and mental health problems. This seemed to make him more worried, but I could tell it wasn't for my sake. He reached into a drawer in his desk and pulled out a file, opened it up and started to sift through a few papers. He asked me if I was on any medication and…Read more >
Okay... this is getting out of hand.
Something is wrong, really wrong. I thought Changing my password after that stupid barcode thing would be enough, I don't even know how anyone could have found out in the first place, and now this?! How could someone hack my account? How?!? I need something to protect myself with, especially after what happened with my laptop and TV. Also, I may need to record my home overnight, so that I can, if possible, rule out an intruder in my house. Will update again after visit with psychiatrist.
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Okay, I woke up this morning to find my TV on, my laptop open, and a message typed into a word document, this is what it said: "////ThrowThemAway/Stop/NoMore/TheyAreLyingToYou/HeIsComing/////"
I don't know who wrote this, why, or how they got into my house. ive called the police, the came over and said there had been no sign of forced entry, one said maybe I had been sleepwalking, but I highly doubt that. I've also called a locksmith to have all the locks changed, until then I think I'll stay at a motel, i don't feel safe here anymore.
On another note, I have made contact with the therapist from my childhood. My aunt, who I was staying with at the time, was apprehensive about putting me in contact with him, she said I'm healthy now and don'…Read more >