I don't know how you can all hate me so much. Why... Why can nobody truly forget? Why am I so despised... loathed.. demonized? I am not a bad man, yet you treat me like a criminal.
And the worst part is, I hate myself for not knowing. I hate myself, because somewhere.. someway.. somehow.. I failed you all again.
What crime deserves this? What have I done that deserves this isolation from all of you... this shunning. I have repented and been truly sorry for what I have done in the past. Is that not enough? What do you all want from me? How do I prove that I am not an animal?
Things were going so well, my friends. So how the hell did I end up here again?
I've never felt so alone.
Please... all of you... forgive me.