The obsession is strong. Five times now, have I drawn the symbol. Yet, five times now, have I erased it. My dreams are filled with dreams that a normal person might call nightmares. Yet, they don't feel like nightmares. My eyes want to close, to see the black ess around me. I want to stop feeling. I am not in pain, I am not in heaven, I am not in h3ll... But neither am I here, on earth. I do not know where I am in my state of mind. I don't know if I am sane, or if I am insane. I do not fear him, nor do I fear the proxies..... So I don't worry about it.
1,000,000 Echoplexes. You can never, ever, ever, ever, get to me in here.