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I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. I don't who I am anymore...I feel so....I can't explain it really.
I was thinking I should kill myself...but I have no idea why tha thought crossed my mind. But something is telling me I should do it...but whay about my friends what will they think? Heh they most probably will try to stop me...but I I think they could care less.
I've bonded with many people here...some not so much
Nes and and stella are like sisters to me...Sam is a brother more then a friend and so is Rogue.
Crow, 13, Dark, Ray, Waffle, Kiba, Vass and Fob are really good friends
Jared may a be a pain in the a** sometimes but he means well and is still a good friend
Dawn is more of a mother then a friend
Cipher I'm not sure about and blank....yeah I don't know either.
Mc...I will love her till the end of time
if I say something like this chat people won't really care.
I really don't know what to do
I'm suffering over and over that mind is deteriorating from the madness...
I might even turn against the people I care about and love
So should I kill myself? Dissappear?
I feel as though I'm being neglected here.....
Ignored...being tossed aside like garbage
What the F***K do I do?!?!
Guess no one will help me
Why would they?
To them I'm just a freak
And they don't help freaks or monsters
I'm going completly insane....my mind can't take it anymore....I should kill myself to stop all this suffering that's happening....
I don't think anyone can help me this time....
I hate all this....I hate being seen like this...
I hate being looked at like some piece of s***t!!!
If I wasn't here tommorow...would anybody care? Would anyone lose sleep? I've got nothing and I'm going nowhere...I'm lost and alone...
I know I'm a mess....a complete and total mess...I want to be someone...someone great...
All the chance passed me by....but would it matter if I gave it another shot? Would it matter at all?
I doubt anyone would miss me....