There are times when you don't know what to do in your life. You're so stuck in something that it's like you're walking in a shore of tar.
I'm walking in that tar....it's made of conflicts and hard decisions.
With every step I take I solve each one...and it pushes me back...and causes me pain.
Now...I'm close to giving up...I'm close to falling off the edge.
I'm on my knees....crawling my way back to where I once was.
Sometimes....knowing the truth is worse then not knowing.
When we honeslty ask ourselves which person means the most to us, we often find that it is though who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a hand that is loving.
People fear death more then pain. It's strange that they fear death. Life hurst more then death. At that point of death, the pain is over. Yeah I guess it's a friend.
Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is it's twin brother.
It's why I love music...music always helps.
One good thing about music, is when it hits you, you feel no pain.
Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, hour, day, or year but eventually it'll subside and something else will take its place.
If I quit however, it'll last forever.
Which is why I'll never quit....even if it brings me to the edge of death.